>Crazy Girl's Life

~~Thursday, February 01, 2007~~

6:55 AM

Maybe its really a goodbye for us.

Well, everyone is going Md! and yes i'm going to bao ming but i dun tink i will be in it. Cos (if anyone have noticed) i live in berakas..and i doubt if i change my add it wud be in time.sigh.

Now its almost 11 and i'm damn miserable. Listening to some songs i'm kinda crazy abt but it doesnt makes me feel any better. I feel like crying but there's no tears.its like a mood thats worse than crying. At least after u cr u feel alright but now,i dunno how to explain lar..Seeing all myfren going to Md makes me feel worse. Its like losing something thats in front of me.

I have always thought that when i got my gce results, my search for schools wud be so much better and smoother..but NOOO....going into sgp schools are like going into a FBI headquarters..You have to do this and that ..So many ways that u dun even know which suits u..So confusing. Now i feel so unwanted. I haven made any preparations for MD! I couldnt sleep cos when i close my eyes i can see that i will stuck in the house while everyone chatting happily with their frenz and studying and learning suffs that they have interest in.

I seems to be walking in a path that looks so clear and safe but it feel hard to lift up your leg. Its like having super glue glueing your leg inyour steps.This is my worst mood ever. W-O-R-S-T
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Will you ever notice me...